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i screwed up. i did. i guess i let my state of that senioritus thing go a little bit too far. scratch that, i am not pawning this off on senioritus it was just a serious lack of judgement. the event was a simple leaving of class before the bell had rung. very dumb. i now realize how selfish that was as i was only considering how lazy i had felt at the time rather than the reprecussions of the act on those of this class. even after ms. eastman had explained only a half hour ago that she was being plagued by disrespect and misbehavior, i still decided to ditch class for a little half hour less of school. stupid. i am not trying to justify this act in any way, but in that determined state of mind to leave school i think that i would have left regardless of the class and/or teacher. i have only now added to the stress of ms. eastman as others do that decide to act out of line. i now have contributed to what caused this precarious classroom environment where strict rules and regulations are now implemented to deter fellow idiots as myself from unacceptable behavior. there are many in this sixth hour that now have to deal with these consequences brought upon them that do not deserve it. what i should do right now is get up in the middle of this class and not only apologize to ms. eastman but also to my fellow classmates for carrying out such behavior. i really should. i wish i could.